Mar 9, 2024Member-onlyAfter All the HumiliationI don’t know how I would get a job, or do errands, or even takePrison1 min readPrison1 min read
Feb 20, 2024Member-onlyCan’t Take Those Decades BackIt’s pointless to stay up all night making food that no one in your household likes to eat. Why buy clothes for other people that you happen to like but they dislike? Nobody that you do things for cares. I wish that you would do something that at least one…Life2 min readLife2 min read
Feb 18, 2024Member-onlyWith Those That Resonate With UsJust about everyone in the world meets or hears about or observes people who resonate with them.Life1 min readLife1 min read
May 14, 2023Member-onlyTo Love You After I DieI hope to love you after I die and even when the universe is gone and time disappears.Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
May 14, 2023Member-onlyI Ask And Ask For More Time to Love You Here On EarthI will live long enough to see your 90th birthday. I am close to being 100 years old, I know. I know that we are 13 years apart too. I don’t want to think about how much older I am than you. I have always focused on wanting to wake…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Apr 30, 2023Member-onlyAm I Simply a Coward?Again, my freshly made-up face is messed up with semen and sweat. I often don’t see the point anymore. I feel as if I take my showers and do my hair nicely only to be the one to clean up the house, be yelled at and end up exhausted at…Women2 min readWomen2 min read
Apr 23, 2023Member-onlyWill Forever Live In This Place With Blood And Shattered TeethWhat is one more bruise, scar, scab, cut, wound, another black eye when this abuse has already gone on for so long? I don’t feel like fighting for myself anymore. Maybe a hard tug on my hair, a slam of my head against the wall or floor, a stomp on…Poetry2 min readPoetry2 min read
Mar 21, 2023Member-onlyAnother Form Of Sadness At Its WorstIn my eyes, in order to feel some mental relief, it’s okay to feel close to wanting to take our own lives.Suicide1 min readSuicide1 min read
Mar 19, 2023Member-onlyI Hate Being FondledI am fed up with your saying that you don’t care about doing any housework when I’m out there having sex for money for you. I can’t explain how it feels to be used for someone’s pleasure as an income source. I may not be manually lifting many pounds a…Sex3 min readSex3 min read
Mar 19, 2023Member-onlyCan I Go On For Weeks, More Months?I tell myself that there are many people in the world who replay the same traumatic experiences in their minds from the time they wake to when they sleep (if they sleep at all) for decades. Some people have not been able to be themselves for years because they are…Poverty3 min readPoverty3 min read