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Infatuated with Someone
I can relate to being infatuated with someone.
The following is an email that I wrote to someone, honestly revealing how I felt. The feeling was never mutual so my feeling described below disappeared rather quickly. I post the following in order to show that I know how it feels to be infatuated with someone and for it to not become anything:
“In the entire week that I stopped sending emails to you, I missed you.
I missed writing to you consistently while imagining talking to you.
Writing to you is as close to spending a deeply personal moment with you as can be for me.
Speaking of disappointments, I’d like to say that this is another disappointment in my life:
I missed you and wish I could take care of you for the rest of my life, but you already have a family.
When I first saw you on WebEx, I knew you had children already. I knew you were a family man.
I let myself think about you all the time anyway.
It’s my own fault.
I feel deeply for you and I don’t think I would stop anytime soon.
I tried to stop, but I don’t want to.
You are loved for the rest of your life.
