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Run, Run and Run To the Most Horrible Places
I can’t say that someone who has killed before is bad.
Nor can I say that one who threatens, gaslights, assaults, vandalizes others’ property and/or possessions is bad either.
I don’t deny that I wish for certain people to die.
I don’t deny that I am hateful at times.
I never deny that I wish to see certain people in pain.
When people have wronged me, I don’t deny thinking about how much I want to tell them off and say the worst things to them.
I don’t think that anyone who attempts suicide is a coward because I don’t deny that I haven’t been in a dark place wanting to cry but not crying.
Some people’s minds run, run and run to the most horrible places. I don’t deny that I haven’t gone through the same.
I don’t say that people who do heinous acts are bad because I can’t say that I have never thought of doing any of the above.
I have felt so much anguish.
I don’t think it’s strange for me to say that I understand anyone that can be described as such above quite a bit, to be very honest.
