Shooting Myself In the Head

I feel so sad at times

that I replay a scene of myself in my mind

shooting myself in the head,

observing how much blood may come out,

guessing how much of the brain may scatter,

and how many bone fragments there may be

and wondering how many people may mock me for that.

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Have a wonderful day.