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You Didn’t Choose to Help
I AM EXTREMELY UPSET.
I AM SO UPSET THAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
I DON’T KNOW HOW OFTEN I HAVE TO GET ANGRY FOR YOU TO TAKE ME SERIOUSLY.
WHEN PEOPLE DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME TODAY, IT MAKES ME CARE LESS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE AND MORE ABOUT CARING FOR MYSELF.
THERE IS NO REASON TO CARE ABOUT SOMEONE WHEN THAT PERSON DOESN’T CARE IN RETURN.
I DREAM OF DOING EVERYTHING THAT I WANT, WHENEVER I WANT, TO MAKE UP FOR PEOPLE DOING WHAT YOU DID TO ME TODAY.
DON’T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY LOYALTY.
I’M NOT JOKING.
NOT A SINGLE DAY HAS GONE BY WHEN I HAVEN’T FELT UNHAPPY.
I CAN’T EXPLAIN IT. I TRY AND TRY AND I DON’T THINK I CAN EXPLAIN.
I WANT A LOT FROM THIS LIFE.
I AM EXTREMELY ANGRY THAT I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH FROM THIS LIFE.
I CAN’T STOP BEING SO ANGRY.
I AM EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY ANGRY.
I WANT MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE.
I CAN’T STOP BEING ANGRY DEEP INSIDE.
DON’T DO THAT TO ME AGAIN.
I HAVE WAITED ALL WEEK AND YOU DIDN’T CHOOSE TO HELP.
I AM REALLY, REALLY UPSET.
